& when i realized that..

you cared afterall,

i broke down,

and cried.

but when i realized that you cared all along,
i cried harder.

and i did just that, not once, not twice, but three times.
i'm practically having a emotional breakdown. with no one giving a bloody care but letticia xin ling and joey, ziya and agnes. thanks y'all, i needed the comfort.
everytime they try to talk to me i'll start crying. starting from all the minorities in the world. teachers. then i'll go on. friends. and i'll start crying. again. razannah is right. i need help. from somewhere, anywhere.

thanks zi chuan for your console(: i'll buy you stickers. hahas.
thanks zi ya and christopher (: for caring.
thanks agnes, for today.
thanks yi jiao, for trying to redo our friendship. i want it too, just want you to know.
thanks for helping me.


today was good (:
every teacher i met was nice- except one. i'll forget about HIM. hmph.
as usual i stayed back to study today.. i had company for about half an hour- RENEE my darling(: but while she's around i did nothing but LAUGH.
anyways.
fun laa. lemme tell you an incident that happened in class.
science period, class room, all lights off, miss chua using the projector OHP thingy.
JUNHAN asked miss chua a question. she answer. then he suddenly

walau miss chua. YOU SUCK LAA.


like WTH laa!!! so damn funny lor!! i laugh until face red.
after a while, laughter died down. miss chua was like,

what didja say?! never mind. i'll deal with you later. now let's continue.

Then she flashed the next transparency. All heads bowed down, copying. Then suddenly Miss Chua asked JUNHAN

jun han, what do you do to a straw?

then he replied smt only a few people can hear.

Miss Chua replied soooo. You're saying YOU suck la? You say wan arr, I didn't say.

This time EVERYONE knew she was retaliating. ahas.
THREE CHEERS FOR MISS CHUA!!!!! YOU SO ROCKS LA!

what jun han said was: i suck laa!

(: end of lessons.

afterschool: stay back did science, loads of science. revised till chapter 3 only. diedie.
then. do maths. do until 3 and no one, ABSOLUTELY no one is on the second level.
i tell you this is sheer bliss la! SHIOK DAO.
i did more maths, until three thirty.
then suddenly i pack up, got up and go.
at the lift area saw MDM tiong. HISTORY teacher. she was all smily and stuff. she said i am happier this week, not as grumpy as before (:
not that i've THAT been grumpy! ahas.
so i enjoyed my day laa!
and i might need a new bag. slings make my shoulders ACHE. but i won't buy one anytime soon, i'm BROKE. and my current bag is less than a month old. seeee me dilemma? ahas.



i miss you wo xiang ni
i miss you wo xiang ni
you don't seem to realize
how you make me topsy-turvy inside
you don't seem to realize
how i yearn to speak to you again
i just want you to know.
ask what you wanna, i really mean it.
you filled me up with you.


iLOVEclarissa! adorable girl, 4 years old, princess-like.
shy, goodness, sooooooo shy!



i'm HAPPPPPPPPPY HAPPY EFFIN NAPPPPPPPY
BISHHHHHHHHY BASSSSHYYY BOSHYYY BUSHHHHHHHHHHY
YIIIIIIIIPPPPPIIIII YYYYYYYYYYYAPPPPPPY
VEEEERRRRRRRRRYY LOOOOOOPYY
DELIRIOUSLLYYYYYYYYYYYYY

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY =D





One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son,
"How was the trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."
The boy's father was speechless.
Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."

Nice eh? I got this in an E-Mail for choo jh. hahas.

i like the story and decided to post it. then i also announce that i will be missing from school tmr.
sick and dying now, with fever and stomache. pain like mad.
cherrios.


soooooo. today i stayed back, did my homework, and realized one thing: mr rojes is sure CUTE!! he can't pronounce his lil' layla's chinese name (chen ling) (: he put a smile on my face baby .
so. homework. maths. another thing: curved ruler is sure sucky. i dislike using it. like julian said, say if i put properly on three points, and let out a sigh, pick up the pencil and wooosh the curve ruler bent again, wrong placement. so daminating? basic form damn. ermm? can? yes no?
forget it. while i was fighting with the ruler mr teo came by.. and yea. talked to me. twice. he.. er.. goes home early? earlier than me anyway (: then.... i saw razannah =D with a guy. hmmmm..i wonder if he is the one she mentioned? ehhhhs ... not bad arr! i also looked for ms david, and knew what to do, so now. i'm doing. nothing yet laa. later then do. heh hehs. blogging first, hw later.then i tried to find ms peh to give &&. i slept. like a pig. woke up at eight sharpish, and ate while watching the ultimate comedian LAMESHIT-NESS. the judges, the one holding back a piss, seriously need to go home, and stay there. anyhow. i've got: chinese, maths, and. home econs. last of all.
GOOML (: suckaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


do me a goldfish, give me a bear.


'okay... money, check. bear, check.'
beer check.

thailand was fun.
waterfall,
monkey fun park,
prawn farm,
night markets,
bargaining,
shit holes,
kidding laa.

the darn waterfall is sooooooo cold (: shiokness.
i saw a pregnant monkey!
i caught so many tiger prawns.
i cruised so many night markets.
i bargained alot!!!
damn.


iMISSthailand.

i wake up, see the time (12.30am) and thought almost instinctively : local or singapore?
damndamnDAMN.
i miss somboons (:
iLOVE somboons.
they so rock can?
ahas.

thailand, magical thailand.

it seem like they have an hour or two more!
cos' they one hour ahead of s'pore, and their seven o' clock's sky is so eight thirty!!
magically enhanced.
ahas.
i'm missing thailand.

and being close to my cousins(:
heavens!!

a goldfish for me, pretty please?

stupid face for me?

munny bear beer.

beer munny bear.

bear beer munny.

nia-ness.

poondat.

all our bird languages (:

LOVES LOVES LOVES (:

____________elizabethwong .


i'm holidaying baby!!
going thailand; sponsored by my uncle, 4 days!
so 'xin fen' (:

sis, don't miss me!!!!
i'll be back with stuff for ya!



loves,
elizabethwong .


i just read something that made me fell terrible sad.
i just had a feeling, i never had it before.
i feel like i'm not really living.
i feel like a wall
i feel transparent.
i read people's blog or anything,
and i feel empty inside.
i need someone by my side.
i need to see someone i love
like, for instance, my grandma.
i feel terrible.
i can't sleep at night.
dreams haunt me.
closing my eyes, you haunt me.
i wanna sleep, i really want to sleep.
and never wake up.
today, in 2005, i bet i feel 100 times better.
i need to go out, i need to stop thinking horrible suicidal thoughts.
i want you
i need you
comfort me.


you're my honey bunch sugar plump
pumpy- umpy- umpkin
you're my sweety pie
you'r my cuppy cake gum-drop !(*&^%$#$%^&,
the apple of my eye.
and i love you so, and i want you to know,
that i'll always be right here
and i love to sing these songs to you,
because you are so dear~.


god it was late, i'm sorry.
the one by my side wasn't you, i'm sorry.
and i knew right then
that i lost you there.
you took me in

in spite of me.
you make me feel invited.
nobody else, that is what i decided.

selfish & dumb,
stupid & young,
yeah that's me.
but from all of the wrongs,
you made it right
and forgave me.

it's been said before.
but i'll try once more.
'you are the one'.

in spite of me
you make me feel invited.
nobody else,
that is what i decided.

god it was late,
i was drunk,
you saw me.
the one by my side,
he wasn't you,
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry!

in spite of me, you're here.


i decided to blog about what didn't really matter.
i woke up at 10+, but stayed in bed for another one and a half hour. then i cook porridge, eat, and went back to bed again. ya, that's about my day (:
eat sleep eat sleep,uh, sleep?
and now, i can't sleep.

now lets talk about teacher day eve.
went back to st ant's with jun han, saw

• li sze
• shannon
• isabelle
• sornah
• annabelle
• felicia
• nyssa
• wan yee
• alex
• stephen
• sandy
• vivian
• gabrielle* (till now i can't spell his name. sighs.)
• stanley

that's about most i've noticed.

and the teachers i saw

• mdm liza
• miss wong
• ms lim
• miss lee *ahem* mrs koh
• zhong lao shi
• mrs wong

and those are the once i remember.

now, let's have points to ponder.

chuppa chups- the pleasure of sucking.

hmmms. i'm eating a lollipop, jun han gave it to me (haha i snatched it luh.)

pics can fly.

hm? piggies maybe? the picture for that is indeed a pig.. with wings somemore!

The light at the end of the tunnel is the headlight of an approaching train.

Diao can? picture this: you are walking in a tunnel, a long one, no less. then you see a light. you think : finally. then you look again. you see two lights now. sode by side.you think: uh-oh..

hahas.

Success always occurs in private, and failure in full view.

haas. i agree. FULLY.

Is infancy a sin for infants if adultery is a sin for adults?

go figure.

Why is it called tourist season if we can't shoot at them?

yeah. like bear seasons, deer seasons.. sighs. i'll kill to shoot them, excuse the pun.

Why is the alphabet in that order? Is it because of that song?

abcdefg,

hijklmnop.

qrs,

tuv,

wx,

yz.

now i know my a-b-c! next time won't you sing with meeeeee?

HOLLLLLLA.
new skin!!
ahas.
again!!
two times in two days (:
i'm
undecided.
And maybe, just maybe, i'll change the pic.
i like the everything else (:

loves,
elizabethwong .

I'm Elizebeth wong from class 3e6 and i love music ! kay bye.
:] i love my class and miss my old class. Enough said. Sony Walkmanphone .
More heels .
Pretty clothes .
More moneyyy .

Spectacles .
Better figure .
More self control :] .
Less vulgarities .
More concentration .
(ilsb.)
Fun, joy, peace & laughter .


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